All the thoughts once again started to cloud my head, and this time, I decided to let myself dwell in them for a long time. I need to divert my mind. I can't keep myself stressed like that. I need to be happy, if not for myself, then for my baby. I exhaled deeply and then decided to do some work to cut the time. So I immersed myself in the work. I got so busy that I didn't even realize when it became dark outside. I stopped working when my stomach started to grumble. I had not even eaten my lunch because I was feeling full. The other reason was I was even scared that I would end up puking if I ate something. It hurts in my stomach if I vomit, and that pain scares me. I had felt the same pain last time before I lost my baby. That pain was still alive in me even after so many years. I can't let that happen again to me. It had left deep scars inside me, and it made me take caution even if it meant I had to eat less.
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